Now, the question that bore on me was where would the angular pull of her new position in the virtual code arena act on her.
I was now living a bit far away from my family, so I could not see any change on her demeanour on a daily basis. But then, soon I could notice it. Her hair which had been quite straight was curling. Moreover, physically she was becoming leaner, probably due to missing her food in the hurry to catch the school bus.
See this video on YouTube {Titled: Bobby Shaftoe sung by Varuna} taken just four months after she joined her school. Her hair is very noticeably curling. If the audio is muted, the physical change can be better understood.
Actually in terms of social value, she was in an affluent students school. But the effect on her was quite negative. On YouTube search for Varuna after Indian education. See these photos connected to her school:
However, each year during the holiday seasons, I would get her trained again in my systems. During her school days, I could get to see her very rarely. It was a situation wherein she sort of oscillated between a diagonally pulling down string at school, and a straightening pull of English during her holidays.
It may be mentioned that she was a very powerful trainer in our English teaching institution all these years. See these photos of hers, taken by students from our organisation where she is a trainer. Her hair is curled, yet the English effect is there. However, in many ways, her facial expression and even its shape has changed.
In her school, she did not have any occasion to learn or speak Malayalam. Yet, the affect of the lower placing of all the students was there. It did have its affect. Yet, the question is there as to why she is more affected by the lower placing than is the others. For, some kids at least who are brought up in such lower placing are able to shed off this negative effect. Herein lies the issue of where Varuna had been placed, and the effect of the angular pull that can on her.
This factor can be explained by this: a female police constable is a great person to the lower section of the population. She is powerful, and thus can show a lot of abilities and personality development. Yet, she is assigned the lower indicant words by her superiors. However the lower section of the population assigns her the higher indicant words. She is quite comfortable with this ambivalent situation. In fact, there is a personality development in her.
Now think of a senior female police official. She is from the Indian Police Service (IPS). She exists on the higher indicant levels as far as the lower police personnel are concerned. By some cataclysmic happening this woman suddenly comes to occupy a position below a police constable. What would be the situation? She is a person located in the higher positions in the virtual code. Now, she is in a position wherein the ordinary constables can address her with a Nee, and refer to her as Aval. From her innate location in the heights, she is brutally being pulled down. A sharp angular pull to the bottom. There shall be a powerful negative twist in her personality. However, since she is an adult person, much physical distortions may not be seen, yet, it will be there mentally.
Varunas situation is slightly akin to this. However, in her case, since she does not know Malayalam, she cannot position anyone under her. And she cannot keep anyone above her also. So the situation is a bit more powerful in her, yet, the only saving factor is that she cannot understand Malayalam. That can slightly help her, yet, her position in the virtual code arena has been powerfully pulled towards the depths.
The bend at the neck
I did observe another quite significant feature change in her. Due to the English ambience strictly enwrapped around her, she had no bend on her neck region. This bend is typical of ordinary persons who speak Malayalam. In fact, in each Indian language speaking person, there is a bend on his or her neck region, which is characteristic to that specific language. The exact angle or slope of the bend may depend on many things. However what creates this bend is actually the pull and push of the lower indicant words, as they have bombarded a person since his or her very childhood. But then beyond this material world explanation, it would be appropriate to mention that actually in the virtual arena, the space is literally curved, due to the codes of lower indicant words. In short, a person put into this slot has to necessarily bend, for the space is curved there.
From Varunas photos it is clear that she did not have this bend in her neck region. However after a few months of being in the school, I started noticing her neck region bending. Immediately I had to inform her of this fact. I told to take care of her sitting postures and such. But then, there was not much use, for she had been stuck into a virtual arena slot where her feature had to bend. Even though she did not understand Malayalam, the total environment of her being a student kept at a lower indicant word level did create this curvature in the virtual space around her.
However, since I did notice this feature, I took steps during her holidays to correct this by recreating the powerful liberating English environment around her.
The feudal stiffening
Over the years in school, a lot of changes were coming into her innate personality. Most of them were of a kind that no one would notice. For example, there was a sharp stiffening of her features. Before going to school she had an extremely agile and sprightly body movement. She used to spring up and down as she moved around. There was a slow but quite noticeable change from this to a stiffened stance. This was due to the stiffening that feudal languages bring into a persons feature, by means of powerful strings of hierarchy. Even though she did not understand the language, inside the virtual space of Malayalam, there is a stiffness in which bodily movements are restricted. In other words, different languages create different levels of viscosity in their virtual spaces.
In languages like English, it is very slight and bodily movements quite free. In feudal languages, it is thick, and bodily movements are quite slow and fettered by strings of hierarchy and of respect and disrespect. This effect can be very easily seen by comparing some British Prime Minister like Tony Blair with some typical Indian Prime Minister.
